I've got a consultation for eye surgery tomorrow. I've had the eyesight of a mole for most of my life, and having blamed it for many things that have gone wrong in my life, subconsciously I think that things will be so much better if I get it fixed. Which of course it won't.
But I've wasted enough time hemming and hawing over whether or not to go ahead (but the cost! what if it's a total disaster?) and now I just want get it over with. Things haven't been going that well for me recently, and I have to try to make changes in the hope that they end up being for the better.